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Date: Thursday, May 13, 2010 Time: 5/13/2010 10:05:00 AM my future?
Due to the comeback of Super Junior, my message is going to 'bao' soon...It is only 7 days from the day i reset my message counter and now I have already send 287 messages..How am I going to survive until next month before I can reset my message counter! Ah! Hmm..so I think any kind souls out there who is reading this entry,please call me instead of messaging.hahax:) I really don't want to get scold by my parents again. Last month my message 'bao' too and the extra cost, I paid myself. I am so poor now, no income plus spending like mad on Super Junior to support them.Haix. Who should I blame? Myself, bonamana (obviously). Yesterday I watched 'Cinderalla's stepsister' and Eunjo mention about dream, plan and purpose of life. It makes me think, what is my dream, plan and purpose? After the entrance college test for Fudan University, I have been slacking and rotting at home with SuJu but this should not be what I am going to do next. I feel kinda lost now. What should I do next? I haven't receive any letters from the local University so I praying very hard to get the letter of confirmation from Fudan University.It is almost a week now for my slacking days. I need to find something meaningful to do. ...... (why a sad post on Super Junior's album release day? I have totally no idea) |