Friday, November 13, 2009

ah~~~ i am in the mid of my A level...5 more papers to go and i am free....the day that i can finally get out of the cage and fly.wooh~~~~~

next week there is only one paper and the following next week three papers in a day..i hate that day..23rd NOV,i will always remember you!!!!! then after that 3 papers, it will only left bio paper 1...hehex:) how come and sounded like exam is so fun..something is wrong with me....

today i finish my maths paper, i hope i didn't screw it up. i can now finally throw away my maths and GP stuff...don't need to touch them anymore...oh yeah~~~ i think your can imagine how happy i am..hahax:)

♥For me, it’s only you , 11/13/2009 02:03:00 PM.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

AH~~~ although it is only 9 days from the previous post...and I can that nothing much has happened but just feel like typing the keyboard... Don't bother about reading this meaningless post...

i am getting restless about the coming of the A levels... i just wish that it can come faster..it is only 6 days from A level...although i haven't finish mugging,but i can't stand it anymore.i can't focus..i keep thinking about the days i can spent after the As. AH~~~~~

okay,bye.suddenly feel like studying..cya..

♥For me, it’s only you , 11/04/2009 07:50:00 PM.

Monday, October 26, 2009

나는 살아날 것인가?

(will i survive?)

나는 아프다

( i am ill)

나는 재기할 것이다

(i will recover)

^________^

today was the last time entering melvin's tution centre.a tuition centre that i was once in when i was in sec 3 n 4 with swizz they and now the econd time entering in JC 2 with myself alone..the kind of feeling is different

i felt lonely in tuition but a learn a lot from the teacher,isn't that what tuition is suppose to be.hmm..i guess.hahax:) when we jc2 left the centre, melvin's eyes was full tears, i can see that he will miss us a lot and worried for the day that we sit for our 'A' level paper.

i didn't cry straight after i left the centre,i only start crying when i reached home.i remebered melvin told us that this is a crossroad that we need to face alone.good or bad is your life. i seriously hate the word "alone". i don't want to be alone, i am not alone.there are friends out there too taking the exam but i know the alone means the doing of the papers during the exam.

i have to admit.i hate to be alone.i always wanted someone to be there for me whenever i am tired or sad.i need encouragement.that is why sometimes i choose to have idol as the someone in my life.

although friends are there for me,but they have their own troubles and worries too.i don't want to add on to their burden nor i want to be their burden.To me,i want my friends to be happy.i don't want them to feel sad for me.the feeling of being sad is bad,i don't want anyone to experience it with me.

Thinking of an idol that is always beside you is better for me.he don't know you but you know him.you can talk to his picture and said whatever you want, he won't scold you or console you,he will stare at you that he always do.that is what encourages me,no matter what happened, you have to keep that determination in mind.keep your chin up.never fall down and even if you fall,get up straight away.

Other than my studies, i still keep up with what is happening around me.my idols,although i won't go search for their news but whenever i heard from my friends about them,i laugh, i cry and i worry.

Judy Zhou was doing not so good nowadays.fans was complaining to the company for not letting him release his own album.esp when yoga has come out with two and peter one.so fans think that the company is mistreating him.however the good news is that he got to host a variety show which is about animals.so at least he got his limelight in the other areas.i feel happy for him^^

...super junior..kangin oppa.he got into two consecutive accident,one is attacking friends and the other is drink driving and knocking someone down. the first accident has caused ELF to worry about him and believe that he is innocent.indeed,he was innocent because he was not the one that started the fight.the second accident..it is his fault.he know that he shouldn't drive when he drink but he couldn't stop himself.he knock down a person and escaped from the scene but he then reported to the police station 5 hours after the accident.this time round, ELF are angry.some wanted kangin oppa to get out of Super junior but some still wanted him to stay in Suju but he must accept any punishment that was given to him. kangin oppa is always on the fans' side.he will do whatever the fans tell him to do.he don't want to harm SuJu too.i pray hard that SuJU remains 13..

13eyond your imagination...

i have no time to show my support to any of my idols now.i wish them all the best and i wish myself all the best for my 'A' lvl..

Everybody 화이팅!

♥For me, it’s only you , 10/26/2009 06:34:00 PM.

Monday, October 19, 2009

16th oct is the last day of school..

the last day which i am an official PJ student...

i misss those days that days that i do not need to worry about my studies so much than im doing now..

it was so fun and enjoyable..

i am going to end my journey as a junior college student..

whether is it a beautiful one or a bad one, i have to end it..

the end of a chapter is a start of a new...

20 days more...fast huh....

ya, im preparing myself for a war...

i might injured but i will still come out from the battlefield as a whole^^

this might be the last post that i will post before my 'A' lvl...

lets give myself a hug..

i have come so far..

i can do it..right?!

yes you can, i believe in you..i trust you...

kyuhyun once said: 别担心，有我呢

yes,i know you are always behind my back..

you are always so supportive to your fans..

i will make you proud...

[圭贤] 你靠在我肩膀　最温暖的心房
[圭贤] 你说我就是你的避风港

[圭贤] 一面追赶你
[圭贤] 还不忘为你打气
[圭贤] 幸福的结局让我奔向你

화이팅~~~~

加油！！！

♥For me, it’s only you , 10/19/2009 01:30:00 PM.

Thursday, October 08, 2009

i left with 32 days to my A level exam..
wonder why i am still posting???
i also have no idea...just feel like typing since i am at the computer doing my Gp homework again...
the Internet is addictive...i can don't use the Internet, but i just couldn't help..
but at least i didn't go to forums anymore...
i am trying to get away from my distractions....
i promise i will study hard..
i promise i will unite with CLSY in the same university...
i do not like to make empty promises, i will show it to you one day!!!!
화이팅!!!!!

♥For me, it’s only you , 10/08/2009 07:26:00 PM.

Thursday, October 01, 2009

haix..i am here to report my results...wanna guess how i fair??? oki,i just screw up everything ok???!!!!
it is a wake up call for me, and i hope i am really waking up this time..my results are so not consistent...it makes me scare to face the 'A' even more...i dont dare to tell my mummy cuz i know she will nag which will make me feel even worse...so whats the point of telling when it daunts me than motivating me???

RESULTS:
GP:E
bio:U
Chem:U
Maths:E
GSC:B

argh~~~ every subject didn't improve and drop some more except for Gp..but i am not confident in maintaining this GP grade or even improved it in the 'A' lvl because i will panic during major exams >.<..i know...its bad right????

STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

나는 죽고 싶어...(wondering what i just said???, don't want to tell you)

BYE BYE~~~~

by the way, HAPPY CHILDREN DAY

♥For me, it’s only you , 10/01/2009 06:33:00 PM.

Monday, September 28, 2009

〃到了明天 (Blue Tomorrow)〃
Lyrics by 马智勇
Credits to Euodsie and kerry. at SJ-WORLD.NET
May be taken out with full and proper credits, do not add yours in
(still in the process of labelling ㅠ.ㅠ)

[圭贤] 到了明天说好不再见面
[圭贤] 坐在街尾的店我一个人点了一杯想念
[周觅] 到了明天只能让爱擦肩
[周觅] 两个人的笑脸天亮前变成泛黄的照片

[厉旭] 身边 ([东海] 寂寞在蔓延)
[厉旭] 视线 ([东海] 被泪水模糊焦点)
[厉旭] 把我爱你
[厉旭] 留在了心底放在了唇边

[韩庚] 到了明天你就离开我身边
[始源] 到了明天独自向流星许愿
[始源] 像一场电影的完结篇
[Henry+厉旭] 我们的结局应验泪水的预言
[圭贤] 碎了一地的诺言
[圭贤] 拼凑不回的昨天
[圭贤] 可我仍期待奇迹会出现
[Henry] 而你身影越来越远

[韩庚] 爱还留在我房间
[韩庚] 回忆还很新鲜
[韩庚] 一瞬间感觉你就在眼前

[周觅] 身边 ([Henry] 寂寞在蔓延)
[周觅] 这视线 ([Henry] 被泪水模糊焦点)
[周觅] 一句我爱你
[周觅+厉旭] 深深留在了心底放在了唇边

[始源] 到了明天你就离开我身边
[东海+厉旭] 到了明天独自向流星许愿
[东海] 像一场电影的完结篇
[Henry+厉旭] 我们的结局应验泪水的预言
[厉旭] 碎了一地的诺言
[厉旭] 拼凑不回的昨天
[厉旭(+someone)] 可我一直期待奇迹会出现 oh no~
[始源] 而你离去身影却越来越远

[周觅(+someone)] 没有你爱开始冬眠
[周觅(+someone)] 孤单会占据每一天
[周觅] 我站在路灯下面
[周觅] 冷清的街边
[厉旭] 那个曾相拥的地点
[圭贤] 是我们一起躲过雨的屋檐 oh~

[韩庚(+someone)] 到了明天你就离开我身边
[始源(+someone)] 到了明天独自向流星许愿
[始源] 像一场电影的完结篇
[Henry+厉旭] 我们的结局应验泪水的预言
[圭贤] 碎了一地的诺言
[圭贤] 拼凑不回的昨天
[圭贤(+someone?)] 可我仍期待奇迹会再出现 oh no~

[东海+厉旭] 我依然还怀念相爱的从前
[周觅+厉旭] 我依然还等你回到我身边
[周觅] 你留在我冰冷的枕边
[厉旭] 按下暂停的时间
[厉旭] 直到你再次出现
[厉旭] 无法承受没有你的每一天
[厉旭] 我爱你不会改变
[圭贤] 我爱着你到永远

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this song is nice..i guess it is nicer than Super Girl^^

thanks swizz for making me happy ^_______________^

p.s today marking day. i a bit slack.hehe

♥For me, it’s only you , 9/28/2009 02:55:00 PM.